Be my Beta-Reader...My Shoggoth Affair
I've had another one of those embarrassing moments where the story had to be told and I'm a bit bashful to share.
It involves tentacles. So...if your not into that stuff I'd read no further.
Much like "The Demon Inside Me" I'm wondering if I should plaster this story out into the world. Of course my pause in doing so is because it's one of those fantasies that I'm sure would be horrible in real life, yet in my own imagination where I control everything, it's okay. It's one of those stories that makes me realize I'm a sick puppy. But I believe most people have a sick puppy moment in their lives. I just happen to have several of them.
However, I'm of the belief that if I'm scared to put it out there, I have to put it out there. There will be some people that will say yuck, but I'm actually not for most people. If you are not most people and like a little bit of tentacle porn...this story might be of interest to you. Both parties have consensual sex so there is no taken by the Shoggoth...more like "My Shoggoth Affair" which is the working title for this project.
In part it's also my answer to dino-porn. I'm still laughing at it, yet I can understand the appeal for some people. Who the hell am I to poke fun at Taken by the T-Rex when I come up with this s**t. Okay, I'll still make fun of T-Rex AND my stuff, but as I say~my life can be seen through a comic and it's always exciting, beautiful and somewhat eccentric. I've left you a very rough draft of the start, (this is not the final product) tell me what you think of the premise.
I had no idea where the ball came from, but it was there, next to my feet. I looked around the park for someone to claim it. Children on swings, people running or walking the paved path. I thought maybe the boys playing on the field might have brought a second soccer ball. But the one around my feet was pink with small holes, it didn’t seem like a boys play toy. Yet no one came for it. I thought nothing of it that day and after my break was over, I went back to work. The next time I saw it, the ball came rolling towards me. I’d noticed it from the forest part of the park onto the manicured grass and without losing its inertia, made straight for me. At the time I didn’t think it was the same ball—didn’t know it was alive—because it wasn’t the same size as the last time I saw it. Before it could pass for a girls basketball, now it was the size of a natural fitness exercise ball. It’s pink color less awkward now that I could sit on it. Because all the benches in the park were taken, that’s exactly what I did, and sitting on that ball changed my life.
I tried keeping my knees together and hoped my coat and purse would keep my fly-away skirt down. Since my lunch was sitting on my lap, I at least could prevent skirt-flip in front. But my short skirt hung down on the ball on the sides and the back. My panties exposed on the ball. If I’d known what I was was sitting on, I’m not sure if I’d do anything different. Thinking about Wesley, I rocked back and forth as nonchalant as I could in a public place. I tried leaning forward so the pressure would hit against that sweet spot that felt so good. Usually only a man’s fingers could get there just right, but the holes in the ball created grooves that could do the job almost as well. The small release was enough to get my panties damp. I should stop. I thought. But it felt so good.
I stopped rocking, but the pleasure didn’t stop. This pulsing against my privates continued thinking it was just the throb of lust. What felt like a finger slid down my inner thigh. I stood up and looked down thinking a bug had crawled in between me and the ball. Nothing was there. Just the ball and it’s strange indents. Sitting back down the pulsing came back. I couldn’t resist that feeling. It was doing no harm. I tilted my pelvis to get that little bean of nerves better access to the grooves on the ball. It was better than a finger. An entire palm flicked my hooded lady.
A thin strip of warmth skimmed along my pantie line. My heart raced, more dampness coated the barrier between me and the leather feel of the balls skin. Pink skin. Another skim along my inner core. My nipples pressed against my tight shirt. Breathing with more desperate uncertainty I realized how long it was since anyone touched me. The warmth tickled where my thigh met underwear. Lazy strokes, sneaking its way under the cloth barrier in micro increments, playing with me—asking permission to go further in like a new lover. I swallowed and looked around.
The benches were still full, but no one was looking at me. They were feeding pigeons or packing to go. The finger made tiny circles riding the line of cloth and inner thigh. My clit still being teased through my underwear. I gripped the part of the ball in front of me. Oh God, yes. The feeler inched closer to my venus mound, gently probing. I looked around, praying no one saw me panting like a dog. No ones looking, oh that feels so good.
As if it could hear my thoughts the digit slid over my folds and slowly penetrated me. This extremity or feeler, what ever it was, started off as thin as a pencil and tapered wide as a horses cock. At least that’s what it felt like. A cock that could double over on itself when it reached my end. I started to panic a little when it folded and kept sliding inside me. How long was this—tentacle?
Soon as I started to think about pulling away it stopped and started pulling out. Relief. It was almost all the way out when it started its way back in. This time faster. Like a machine it started pumping. Slow at first and then my body reacted and fed a woman’s natural lubrication down to help increase the friction. Hitting all my pleasure points it was futile to resist. I raised my head to the sky and pretended to enjoy the sun. Keeping quiet was a feat of control while being pounded and my clit being slapped silly. I was going to scream when I came and this thing insisted I give in.
I felt two thin antenna exploring me under my skirt, climbing upward. They tickled and felt just as good as a man’s hands on my stomach. Caressing the roundness of my breasts the feelers cupped me and lightly squeezed. I choked off a moan and looked around. We were alone now, my ball and I. A shot of ecstasy ran down as both nipples got flicked.
“Oh, yes.” My tight T-shirt didn’t hide the “fingers” playing underneath. They flicked and rubbed until my pink halo’s where hard pebbles. Then the vines wrapped around my areola, puckering the tips so tight they mushroomed. A short gurgle escaped my lips. This was better than having a man. Maybe even Wesley. While the tenticle inside me acted as a plundger trying to work an orgasm out of me, the finger wiggling my lady knob pressed harder.
“You want me to come?” I whispered. The vines around my nipples tightened and rolled the exposed tips. My abdomen tightened and my insides spasmed with my juices whooshing down. I heard the splatter of my mind-blowing experience hit my new favorite ball only because I could keep my scream of pleasure silent. The motion stopped and tenticles started releasing and retracting. I hunched over using the ball as a means to keep me from falling over. Panting from orgasm, the ball became an inert object again. A little ashamed, I straightened, telling myself it was all in my mind. That I’d needed release for a while now, and thinking of Wesley prompted this hullicination. Still, I thanked the ball and stood up to go back to work. I’d be five minutes late, but I didn’t think anyone would notice. But when I arrived at work, someone did notice—Wesley, the boy I’d been trying to entice taking me out. For what ever reason, he noticed me today.
Natural History Museum Adventure
The Los Angeles Natural History Museum has an impressive amount of dinosaur bones due to the La Brea Tar Pits. They opened an excavation site for volunteers to chip away at the ground right next door to the museum with a path leading you to digs and archeological finds. The dinosaur hall and the history hall are across from each other and this time when we went, we got to see "The Silk Road".
We couldn't film or photograph the exhibit, but they only thing I found most impressive was the ten foot long loom. There were artifacts and interesting tidbits about the silk road; what it was like to travel on, how long it took and why people traveled that far on foot, etc. however while I found the details interesting, I thought the displays were wonderfully done, carefully arranged and respect the organization and time it took for this event. So much history was packed into the making of "The Silk Road" and I enjoyed their exhibit.
For more information, go to the Natural History Museum site:
New Release: The Spoils of Allsveil
Murder. Marriage. Forgiveness. The kingdom of Allsveil is the chessboard, and the royals are the pieces.
Two noble families meet in a whirlwind of battle, conquest, hate, and passion.
When a neighboring army conquers her home, Princess Alexia is forced to marry her father’s murderer, Darrin, the new king's young prince. While Alexia grapples with revenge and flirtation, finding her own strength in the process, the new king, Goththor, seeks forgiveness from his queen and from himself. Two generations learn that the game of chess is nothing compared to the game of love and forgiveness...
Play chess with a princess...get your copy today!
This, dear reader, is a story for you. Yes, I craft all my stories for you, but this one is special. I can only attribute it's creation to the suggestions of my readers. I have no memory of where the story came from, what it's origins are or how the whole thing came to be. Only that I wanted a "Taming of the Shrew" type story. It's working title was "Princess Bitch, Thee I Wed" but, I somehow don't think some distributors would appreciate the name--even if that title did better in testing.
This story tells the tale of two characters from their point of view--Princess Alexia and King Goththor. In the process of this story, I started another that began as a short story some of you beta read for me. The consensus was "YES, make this a full length story" and it will be a continuation of the FAMILY not the characters. Without giving away spoilers it will be about Princess Alexia's grandson.
But the real part I wanted to tell you about was this is at a I love my readers price of 99¢ for one week from today (Friday April 25th, 2014). So I suggest you play chess with a princess and get your copy today!! Happy reading!!
I could not resist this for EASTER!! Have an Eggful Estara!!
I tweet my books one line at a painstakingly-160-character time with the hashtag of #sextimestory. The current Sex Time Story tweets is for my novella Escape to Vampire Dam.
Our lead hero is a vampire named Jason. He protects our human heroine, Noir, from the zombies as they travel on a raft upstream to their destination (info you should know...zombies don't go in pools of water.)
In this world the zombie apocalypse happened which forced the hand of vampires to protect their only food source (humans) from extinction and thus they band together and fight zombies.
During my scheduling I tweeted this set of Escape to Vampire Dam: (note: During this scene, Jason is pole driving a raft upstream to their destination because he's a vampire and yes--he's that strong to be able to do so...and zombies are staring at them from the water's edge. Because zombies don't go in water they stand at the bank--and glare. Noir is freaking out because, well, there are zombies twenty feet from where she is and Jason is trying to keep her calm by answering her question about why their is a rule about humans and vampires not being allowed to have sex.)
Looking at them just standing there, waiting patiently as if my death by their hands was inevitable.
"We become bonded." Jason said to distract me from the zombies.
I tore my gaze from the visible stench on shore. Even my eyes could smell them. "What?"
"Christ." Jason narrowed his eyes. "Knowledge is power, Noir. Don't take advantage. Swear to me you won't."
"Bonded? What does that mean?"
Jason stopped rowing and held the craft steady against the current. "Swear to me. You will not manipulate a situation."
What the hell? Lack of movement put me on edge. “Tell me what it means.”
“It means we’ll do anything for those we bond with.”
“Okay! So you bond, what's the big deal?”
The big deal for my vampires in Escape to Vampire Dam is that they bond with their human blood sacks. Imagine having a connection that will never go away--knowing a persons thoughts, desires, emotions and also being closely attached to them in a dependent way because they are your food--literally.
Now image that connection only working one way. You don't have the guarantee that a human won't just say "goodbye" and leave. When they're gone, you (the vampire) still have the connection until they die. Because you (the vampire) bonded with your human, now you'll hear their thoughts, feel them, still know them as they go through life without you. It's like having a loved one leave and not want to be with you but you still have to see them everyday.
Oh well, find another blood bag. But even with all the disparaging names vampires give humans, their very survival depends on a human's whim. Not a real peachy feeling. Hence, no bonding--it's against the rules and vampires drink from plastic baggies. There's an explanation for that, but you can either read my slow painstakingly tweets with the hashtag #sextimestory or you can read all about it by purchasing a copy Here:
Yes, shameless promotion, but if you were wondering about the why's to the world, now you know!